Wait and Bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
And it waits for you!
Vermillion Pt.1
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
(Yeah!)
(oh-oh)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
People = Shit
Here we go again, motherfucker!
Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
Whats the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I cant feel anything
It isnt like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin
Gun against my head, you live when Im dead
One more time, mother fucker!
Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Bloods on my face and my hands, and i
Dont know why, Im not afraid to cry
But thats none of your business
Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I dont wanna die in this place
People = shit
People = shit (whatcha gonna do? )
People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = shit (Im everything youll never be)
People = shit
It never stops - you cant be everything to everyone
Contagion - Im sittin at the side of satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - dont tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin and fight your way through it
Im - not - like - you - I - just - fuck - up
Cmon mother fucker, everybody has to die!
People = shit
People = shit (whatcha gonna do? )
People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = shit (Im everything youll never be)
People = shit
